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I blew off all plans for tonight, and did nothing. I feel sort of ok about that. But I am starting to feel unproductive, and want to do nothing more than eat popcorn and watch tv......
Not good for the saddlebags.
I think I will go for a drive instead.
I want to go buy a journal to write in, for some reason i am aprehensive about writing my thoughts down in that workbook. I think I am afraid to commit an answer to the questions...
Funny.
Also, she is back in our lives, and I do not know what I think about that. I was getting accostomed to not concerning myself with her, and moving on. I was pissed off that someone we considered a friend, if not more...well....she dropped off the face of the earth for 2.5 weeks....no call, no note, no email, no nothing.
And now to find out she was having family issues...well, I guess I should be more supportive. its just hard because I see how much he enjoys her company. Its hard not to get jealous.
I guess I need to not get distracted and focus on making me healthy and happy. Me.
I have been thinking about taking up karate or something like that. I find the discipline required somewhat attractive, and hope to find out what specifically I can sign on for. Some say that tae kwon do is better...judo...I am not sure what the differences are between everything, I just know I want to get started.
I feel random tonight..no solid train of thought. And hungry. But its not just food I want.
I hope this new chapter in my life is rewarding as the road is sure going to be rocky.
Not good for the saddlebags.
I think I will go for a drive instead.
I want to go buy a journal to write in, for some reason i am aprehensive about writing my thoughts down in that workbook. I think I am afraid to commit an answer to the questions...
Funny.
Also, she is back in our lives, and I do not know what I think about that. I was getting accostomed to not concerning myself with her, and moving on. I was pissed off that someone we considered a friend, if not more...well....she dropped off the face of the earth for 2.5 weeks....no call, no note, no email, no nothing.
And now to find out she was having family issues...well, I guess I should be more supportive. its just hard because I see how much he enjoys her company. Its hard not to get jealous.
I guess I need to not get distracted and focus on making me healthy and happy. Me.
I have been thinking about taking up karate or something like that. I find the discipline required somewhat attractive, and hope to find out what specifically I can sign on for. Some say that tae kwon do is better...judo...I am not sure what the differences are between everything, I just know I want to get started.
I feel random tonight..no solid train of thought. And hungry. But its not just food I want.
I hope this new chapter in my life is rewarding as the road is sure going to be rocky.