Benadryl and Rollercoaster
[mood| 
sick]
[music| Vivian Green- Emotional Rollercoaster]
*sigh* I haven't updated in a while so I thought I just give you something not to read.
Um, nothing earth shakingly fantastic or bad has happened so I guess that is good.
I've been on Claritin and Benadryl all week, which makes for a interesting feeling in my head. Oh, btw Benadryl should put on their box that it gives you odd dreams.
Two times have I dreamt about the same guy, first in a flirtious way, then in a bf/gf way, and that freaks me out, especially since they were consecutive and I took benadryl both times. Again weird. I've had some other odd ones that I can't remember, well its not like that matter anyway (and Matt if you say one word... I'll... find some way of making you're life a living hell!)
This song, Emotional Rollercoaster, has taken on a new meaning for me. I guess it has a bunch to do with the fact that I'm kinda living the words, but in a different way. (again, another subject that Matt is to keep his mouth shut on) Like it has to do with the guy in the dreams and the same guy in real life. its one of those things that you have to live in order to fully understand. Hopefully something will happen were dreams become reality but until then its more of the same thing.
Emotional Rollercoaster
Last night I cried, tossed and turned
Woke up with dry eyes
My mind was racin, feet were pacin
Lord help me please tell me what I have gotten into
Ran my 3 miles to clear my mind
It always helps me out
Its my therapy when I'm losin it which is usually when
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off this
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off
Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be ok
Gonna start a new day truly happy
I was gonna take control of me
But eventually reality hit me
Mentally,physically,emotionally
And I opened my eyes and realized
That I was still being taken for a constant ride
On your
Emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off this
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off
I'm so tired of you makin love to me
Then disappearin so suddenly
Up and down it goes
And I'm so tired of you pacifying me
With promises you know that you'll never keep
Round and round it go
I am on a.....
Emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off this
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off
sick]
[music| Vivian Green- Emotional Rollercoaster]
*sigh* I haven't updated in a while so I thought I just give you something not to read.
Um, nothing earth shakingly fantastic or bad has happened so I guess that is good.
I've been on Claritin and Benadryl all week, which makes for a interesting feeling in my head. Oh, btw Benadryl should put on their box that it gives you odd dreams.
Two times have I dreamt about the same guy, first in a flirtious way, then in a bf/gf way, and that freaks me out, especially since they were consecutive and I took benadryl both times. Again weird. I've had some other odd ones that I can't remember, well its not like that matter anyway (and Matt if you say one word... I'll... find some way of making you're life a living hell!)
This song, Emotional Rollercoaster, has taken on a new meaning for me. I guess it has a bunch to do with the fact that I'm kinda living the words, but in a different way. (again, another subject that Matt is to keep his mouth shut on) Like it has to do with the guy in the dreams and the same guy in real life. its one of those things that you have to live in order to fully understand. Hopefully something will happen were dreams become reality but until then its more of the same thing.
Emotional Rollercoaster
Last night I cried, tossed and turned
Woke up with dry eyes
My mind was racin, feet were pacin
Lord help me please tell me what I have gotten into
Ran my 3 miles to clear my mind
It always helps me out
Its my therapy when I'm losin it which is usually when
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off this
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off
Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be ok
Gonna start a new day truly happy
I was gonna take control of me
But eventually reality hit me
Mentally,physically,emotionally
And I opened my eyes and realized
That I was still being taken for a constant ride
On your
Emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off this
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off
I'm so tired of you makin love to me
Then disappearin so suddenly
Up and down it goes
And I'm so tired of you pacifying me
With promises you know that you'll never keep
Round and round it go
I am on a.....
Emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off this
I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
Loving you ain't nothin healthy
Loving you was never good for me for me
But I can't get off