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[daleure]

i am not who i used to be. i am losing motivation. something you once gave to me. maybe if i find you, look you in the eye, i will see the reason i was. why did i try? what made me care? was it your laugh or disapproving stare? when i needed something greater than myself to pull me though, why did i always think of you?

i miss you way more than i should.