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Aug 31, 2005 00:17

wow so i'm actually spending the night at troy's house with marco and chris
troy's kitten is like the cute-est and crazy-est thing like ever made ... i really just want to steal it.. maybe i will... don't tell
stuff's starting to fall into place in some weird ways... i don't really know how that works out but i hope it will

i'm on marco's laptop because I love the feel that the keys have under my fingers
i need to know from my friends that what I say to them is left.. with them. i know most people think that they're doing something good to redirect what their friend says to the person that they like or (more often) the one they don't like... but i would always rather talk to the person myself. I donno... i hate saying "don't tell anyone this" because it almost doubts the amount of trust i have with them but it seems like i have to say it more to make sure that.. they don't.
ahh this is sooo stupid but everything at one point fell apart and it... it just killed

i want to know i can trust you, and that i can call you at 2am and have you say "hey, what's up" and listen... just be there... and what i say.. you will know that i have said it to no one other then you because i trust you and because i am giving you this part of me to keep safe
i want to know that if i ask for a hug or just for your hand that you will know i need you at that moment and will be there for me
i want to know when we talk the silence is understanding.. not empty, because we understand each other

when i look into you eyes i want you to know that when i say "i love you" i mean it, because you mean the world to me

this is what i need of you friend, these are my conditions... if you don't believe you can do what i ask of you, then warn me before i give you a part of me
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