Fuck you for leaving me. Fuck you for not needing me. I wanna say fuck you because i still love you
I wanna be good news for once. I want to be a high point in someones day as opposed to ruining their day per usual.
I'm sorry.
I should really be locked away from human contact. It would be alot better for everyone else if I wasn't around I suppose. Like it matters. Everyone I fucking like is mad at me sans Britney and Crystal.
Yeah, I'm a dick. I'm not attractive. I've grown to accept the fact that girls don't think im hot. Fuck them. I don't want to be what they think is hot. I like shitty pop punk. I think the new Senses Fail is amazing. I don't fucking care who knows it. I liked my hair long. I want it to be long again. I like being elitist about my music. Fuck you if you don't know who The French Connection was or you don't know who sang the line "the old gaurd is dead." This is me. Take it or fucking leave it. All I'm good for is causing pain and lowering self esteem. Fuck my heart. I don't need it. It does me no good. I no longer live by it's needs. THIS IS FUCKING ME AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, FUCK YOU! Don't put me down cause you don't like the way I live my life. It's my fucking life to live.
I feel in control of myself for the first time in a long time. Deal with it how you may.
Sam, are we still cool? It breaks what little feeling I have left in my heart to think I hurt you.
"If you don't like being hurt then please don't stay."
I'm sorry.
I should really be locked away from human contact. It would be alot better for everyone else if I wasn't around I suppose. Like it matters. Everyone I fucking like is mad at me sans Britney and Crystal.
Yeah, I'm a dick. I'm not attractive. I've grown to accept the fact that girls don't think im hot. Fuck them. I don't want to be what they think is hot. I like shitty pop punk. I think the new Senses Fail is amazing. I don't fucking care who knows it. I liked my hair long. I want it to be long again. I like being elitist about my music. Fuck you if you don't know who The French Connection was or you don't know who sang the line "the old gaurd is dead." This is me. Take it or fucking leave it. All I'm good for is causing pain and lowering self esteem. Fuck my heart. I don't need it. It does me no good. I no longer live by it's needs. THIS IS FUCKING ME AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, FUCK YOU! Don't put me down cause you don't like the way I live my life. It's my fucking life to live.
I feel in control of myself for the first time in a long time. Deal with it how you may.
Sam, are we still cool? It breaks what little feeling I have left in my heart to think I hurt you.
"If you don't like being hurt then please don't stay."