I know you're just confused.
I know I ain't the best but why put my heart to the test?
Can you turn the lights on now?
I'm gonna grab my coat.
I'm not sticking around to watch you gloat.. this time.
Cause she gets only close enough so you'll know you'll never have her heart.
Just sometimes words and long waits in between when she tries hard to be mean, you'll never have her heart.
But you'll probably hate her now, you know she's just a name but with smoke in her hair I can still smell how sweet she would be to kiss.
Then we talked about nothing til she had to go.
Where second chances and small talk could have kept me up all night.
But she gets only close enough so you'll know you'll never have her heart.
Just sometimes words and long waits in between when she tries hard to be mean, you'll never have her heart... this time.
I hate being emo. I hate girls for being the bane of my exsistence. I hate that I relate to this shit more than anything else in the world.
Spent most of tonight hanging out with Britney and the band Paria. Dustin let me burn a shitload of CD's from him and he burned abunch of mine. I got:
-Majority Rule
-Back When
-Analog
-Turmoil
-Pelican
-Fiona Apple
I'm excited. I also bought:
-Eyedea & Abilities "e&a"
-The Juliana Theory "Music From Another Room"
-End Of All "Paradise Burning"
-The Red Chord "Fused Together In Revolving Door"
-Hot Cross "A New Set Of Lungs"
I have to work Labor Day. Fuck my life.