Dark side of the moon
Hi, I am still alive, but barely. My self-destructive tendencies that last reared their near-fatal heads almost 22 years ago, have resurfaced.
I know, I know, I say it all the time. I am sad, I am lonely, somebody pay attention to me before I become non existent.
It's different this time, I almost have no choice. I am damaging too many people, I have been sad for too long, with no end in sight, and it looks like my son would probably be ok now, as long as I do this very carefully.
I am broke.
I am in trouble.
I am unloved.
I am regressing into behaviours that I stopped long ago.
I feel useless.
but, hey, on the bright side, I still like Dave Navarro, and you know, my alter ego seems to be popular enough.
please don't comment here, I won't respond, I won't read it, I HATE false emotions that are so prevalent on message boards and such. Oh, yadda ,yadda, I care for you, you are a good person, I have you in my thoughts
PLEASE!!!!
you don't even know me
I am unworthy of the slightest praise
see ya
I know, I know, I say it all the time. I am sad, I am lonely, somebody pay attention to me before I become non existent.
It's different this time, I almost have no choice. I am damaging too many people, I have been sad for too long, with no end in sight, and it looks like my son would probably be ok now, as long as I do this very carefully.
I am broke.
I am in trouble.
I am unloved.
I am regressing into behaviours that I stopped long ago.
I feel useless.
but, hey, on the bright side, I still like Dave Navarro, and you know, my alter ego seems to be popular enough.
please don't comment here, I won't respond, I won't read it, I HATE false emotions that are so prevalent on message boards and such. Oh, yadda ,yadda, I care for you, you are a good person, I have you in my thoughts
PLEASE!!!!
you don't even know me
I am unworthy of the slightest praise
see ya