It's been while...again!!

Oct 08, 2008 08:19

So, it's been a while...again...I don't know why I am updating (maybe it's because I don't want to do my homework)...nobody doesn't read my journal any way...but here we can...

My sister had her baby on August 29th...close to my birthday!! She named her kid John Henry Connor Jr. I don't understand why she named her kid after the father... He is not a very good person...But, of course, I know nothing, he spends majority of his time in jail... He is currently in jail in Franklin County. Any who, her kid is cute, I make my sister mad sometimes but calling him "Little Dale" or "Johnny." I really don't care what she thinks any way. Oh yeah, did I mention that she moved back in with my mom and I?? She still has no respect for my mom or me. She will not do anything in the house. She hasn't even fixed up the baby's room. It makes me mad every time I step foot into my house, she doesn't ask me how I am doing or anything, she asks "can you watch the baby?" That really pisses me off because I work, go to school, clean the house, and she wants me to watch the baby?? Heck no!! It's her responsibility to take care of HER child!! I am also doing a lot more around the house. Since, my sister won't do anything. I think it's okay for her to put the baby down, while he is sleeping, to get up, and clean the house. I am so exhausted because of everything I am doing. I have no life because of it. Then my mom and sister can't figure out why I am so tired and pissed off all the time. My mom doesn't really care what I say or do anymore!! I try to talk to her and she acts like she doesn't care, and she wonders why I stay in the basement majority of the time. My mother and sister need to leave me alone and quit creating so much drama. I am so tired of it!! I have nothing to do with this whole thing. I really don't care what they think!! I'll just keep doing what I do!! The right way of doing things!!

I really miss Patrick!! It kills me that I can't see him!! I have called him almost every Sunday!! He seems to be doing great at VCU!! He loves it there!! He actually told me the other day that he misses me!! That made me feel so special because he doesn't really say stuff like that!! Of course, I miss him like crazy!! I can't wait for him to come home!! I could really use a Patrick hug!! I miss his hugs!! I miss him!!

GUESS WHAT?? I AM AN UNDECIDED VOTER!! The debate was horrible!! Both candidates didn't answer the questions!! Oh and they both are horrible!! Done with that subject!!

Okay, so I was suppose to date this guy,Zach, but it never happen, I find out later from his grandmother that he has been in jail. Wow!! What a shock!! This past Sunday, I was sitting in Sunday School class and guess who showed up?? Zach!! What another shock!! He told me what happen and he kept apologizing to me...I told him dude, I don't know if I am going to be able to trust you again...he really made me mad!! Done with that subject!!

Oh and I don't care about relationships and it's a waste of my time. If I can't have Dale Earnhardt Jr., I don't want anybody.

I have been spending a lot time with my friend Jason or Jay, lol. He is such an awesome friend. He has been helping me out with the whole "baby drama" with my sister. We hung out last night and I played with his cat!! I wouldn't tell my sister where I was going last night and she got mad!! I was thinking, hello?!?!?! You never told us where you were going and look what happen to you!! Any who, I had a good time last night with Jason!!

Well, I think that is it, I need to do homework now!! Bye!!
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