My Life, I think that's it
I am so damn confused. I don't know what I want! Right now that's my problem. Some will think that's not that bad, but it is. Some of my friends no longer want to be friends with me. How nice of them. Well other friends are confused which is not helping me any. Okay I talked to Ryan last night and well his parents, him and I are going out to eat tonight around 5:30. I am having weird feelings about it, but so be it. I shouldn't be. I kinda told him some of how and what I felt. Nothing to bad, he will most likly be mad at me like the rest of the world. I just wish my life wasn't the way it is. It could be wose, but it could be even a little better. Oh well. Most of all I wish people would understand. Yes I am different in many ways, but I the same in several ways. Some say they like who I am. I kinda do, not really. I just think adjustment is a pain and change the way a person feels. I am the same person, but different. I liked the person I was before I suppose. Now well just some minor changes. Change is good though. I think I need to be more positive. So sorry for rambling on. I just no longer have a life. Bye