Jun 23, 2005 23:13
I love my mom so much but she lives in the past far too much and sadly is probably the most negative person I know.
She had back surgery a couple of months ago and has continued to be in pain. Well, today she fell down the stairs at her house and ended up in emergency. Her wrist/arm is in a cast and her head was bleeding. All the tests they ran came back normal. She didn't need stiches either. However, she needs to be taken care of and not alone. My brother is going to pick her up from his best friend's house (who got her from the hospital) and drop her off at my place for ME to take care of her.
I've been doing better and becoming my old self again. I just hope and pray that I don't allow my mom to bring me down with her negativity and let her control me. She constantly tries to mother Marisa, run my house, etc. I've been putting my foot down lately and I just wonder how much of this was an 'accident'. I must sound awful, but it's true. My mom plays on being a victim and since yesterday was father's day she was so jeolous at all the attention my dad got that then this happens. I'm so glad she's okay but I feel all kinds of strange things right now.