I've been tromping around Vvardenfell during my free time . . . my latest
addiction and one that has turned me into a ghost again. I find the cycle of work-play-work-play to be quite bearable, especially since I have been doing a lot of programming but the end result is that I average 15 hours a day on the computer . . . I try not to think too much about that.
Ones and zeros are not entirely to blame for my reclusiveness. My demons are with me again, so I have found it extremely
difficult to be around other people, or out in public. Even at work conversations seem jumbled and strange, but thankfully my need to interact with others is very limited. Staying busy is staying distracted enough to maintain that little
pocket of apathy that lets me ignore all the peculiarities around me.