Aug 10, 2008 22:07
Does having a plan really help? I had a plan for tonight, but it turned out differently than I had expected. I had planned to be asleep by now . . . a deep sleep. So what do I do now? Try to get back on track, or scrap the original plan and play it from the hip?
I'm not tired (now), so I'd probably have to take something to wind down for sleep. But there are things that have to be done before I can turn in and timing is everything. At this point, I guess I should be focusing more on what comes tomorrow. There's no telling how bad it will actually be, but I can prepare for the worst. And that would be multiple build requests come in at the same moment - but all I can do is handle one at a time so everyone is just going to have to live with that.
I can make it through Monday, even if it isn't pretty. And tomorrow night I'll sit here with the same concerns and questions and going over the same decisions. Who knows, tomorrow night could be different. Or maybe I'll be kicking myself tomorrow that I didn't have a better solution.
One thing at a time. . .
enigma,
consciousness,
depression,
work sucks,
chaos,
sleep,
identity,
reflection