Summer
Ive tried hard to seclude myself from all friends until the summer is over. That way i can make a huge deal about not seeing them for the two odd months we were apart. I want them to think I'm not as needy as i really am feeling right now. I hope they don't suspect somethings up. I just want to be the friend they go to not the over way around. Because when i tell someone whats going on with me i get paranoid and panicked.