Oct 09, 2003 20:38
OK everyone that thinks i'm a loser say "AYE". i know i am. tonite i went shopping and well i say this girl that i have had a crush on since i moved here in grade five. and well yes i do think she is out of my league but maybe just maybe i have a chance. well i was gonna walk up to her and try to make small talk. and guess what. i freeze right there in the store right in my tracks just freeze. i couldn't talk and couldn't get closer and i could do is just turn around and walk away and think of how much of a loser i am. gah i hate myself. GAH. why do i have to be so shy? why do i always screw myself over with things like this WHY WHY WHY? GAH!!!!