another rant about my internship and thesis
just now I've just done a work for the company I'm doing my internship at. And much to my knowledge, I knew it already that there will be next job for before I reach this weekend.
Not far before I sent my work to my boss, an announcement came into my campus' mailing list this morning. It is said that the company I'm currently working at wanted to hire another intern to do market research--the exactly same position I am in now. I just... felt humiliated... well not much but there's a glimpse of it...
I already know that my time is almost up there and my work still haven't done a lot of progress yet... but *sigh* not that I'm defending myself or blaming other ppl but... I think my bosses have their own contribution for me being like this.
Every time I need their help or data, they just 'waved' their hands and said that I should be independent, I should take the initiative and become more active by myself. But HEY! I'm doing an internship there to learn from you guys. How can I learn when the company itself shut off from me completely?
Also, my bosses are very busy people. Because of this they tend to ignore my emails, questions, or just replied to me with simple answers...
So many other things that made mad....
But having the thought that my thesis relies on this company, I can't help but to bear with it until I reach the final exam for my thesis.
Right now I'm just a bit frustrated over these things. I really want to advance my study and become better, AND I just want some people to teach me where to start...
I don't care anymore about how my superiors reviewing my performance, or how my grade will end up for this thesis, I just want to finish this fast and graduate...
and last but not least... I hope I can be accepted in Uniqlo Japan....
That's my dream, and that company should be my starting point to reach my higher dreams... I know that each company had their own plus and minus, but when you do it passionately (because you like the company or the job) I think we can kick all the obstacles on the way...
Hopefully... I can only pray for the best =)
Not far before I sent my work to my boss, an announcement came into my campus' mailing list this morning. It is said that the company I'm currently working at wanted to hire another intern to do market research--the exactly same position I am in now. I just... felt humiliated... well not much but there's a glimpse of it...
I already know that my time is almost up there and my work still haven't done a lot of progress yet... but *sigh* not that I'm defending myself or blaming other ppl but... I think my bosses have their own contribution for me being like this.
Every time I need their help or data, they just 'waved' their hands and said that I should be independent, I should take the initiative and become more active by myself. But HEY! I'm doing an internship there to learn from you guys. How can I learn when the company itself shut off from me completely?
Also, my bosses are very busy people. Because of this they tend to ignore my emails, questions, or just replied to me with simple answers...
So many other things that made mad....
But having the thought that my thesis relies on this company, I can't help but to bear with it until I reach the final exam for my thesis.
Right now I'm just a bit frustrated over these things. I really want to advance my study and become better, AND I just want some people to teach me where to start...
I don't care anymore about how my superiors reviewing my performance, or how my grade will end up for this thesis, I just want to finish this fast and graduate...
and last but not least... I hope I can be accepted in Uniqlo Japan....
That's my dream, and that company should be my starting point to reach my higher dreams... I know that each company had their own plus and minus, but when you do it passionately (because you like the company or the job) I think we can kick all the obstacles on the way...
Hopefully... I can only pray for the best =)