I Think I'm Still Alive
I'm still running around, trying to figure out exactly what I want to do right now with my life or what's left of it as it seems I'm not getting any better and the docs really aren't doing much for me now. So, I've left Kentucky for a while and seriously doubt that I'll go back. Too much thinking going on for me to stay there anymore.
I need my space and I'll get it one way or another. I need to think and clear my head and I'm tired of people trying to reach me on my cell. I'm away from all messengers now and limited access to the net. I'm actually loving it. I don't have to worry about keeping everyone that I've talked to informed that nothing new is happening and I don't have to worry about getting IMs from people asking me if I've heard anything new. If I feel the need to talk to anyone, I will ahold of them one way or another.
As for my cell, unless I've talked to you on it in the past week, STOP CALLING ME!!! I won't answer. I don't want to answer and I won't. And whoever the fuck keeps calling me and blocking their number can stop right now because I won't fucking answer it. Get this through your thick fucking skull.......IF I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU, I WOULD HAVE ALREADY ANSWERED. IF I WANTED YOU TO KNOW WHERE I WAS, I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU. STOP ASKING PEOPLE WHERE I AM BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN I'LL JUST UP AND FUCKING LEAVE AGAIN. I NEED MY SPACE!!!!!
Good Fucking Bye.
I need my space and I'll get it one way or another. I need to think and clear my head and I'm tired of people trying to reach me on my cell. I'm away from all messengers now and limited access to the net. I'm actually loving it. I don't have to worry about keeping everyone that I've talked to informed that nothing new is happening and I don't have to worry about getting IMs from people asking me if I've heard anything new. If I feel the need to talk to anyone, I will ahold of them one way or another.
As for my cell, unless I've talked to you on it in the past week, STOP CALLING ME!!! I won't answer. I don't want to answer and I won't. And whoever the fuck keeps calling me and blocking their number can stop right now because I won't fucking answer it. Get this through your thick fucking skull.......IF I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU, I WOULD HAVE ALREADY ANSWERED. IF I WANTED YOU TO KNOW WHERE I WAS, I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU. STOP ASKING PEOPLE WHERE I AM BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN I'LL JUST UP AND FUCKING LEAVE AGAIN. I NEED MY SPACE!!!!!
Good Fucking Bye.