gosh, I'm so sad for the inconsistent journaling.
well, hopefully this app (eljay) will post this entry. it has been an amazing year, lol. last year's memory of italy still lives on, but this year was quite epic because i got to be a bridesmaid for the first time in my life. and it was a beautiful wedding. and in less than two months it will be my 31st birthday. these days it is sad, speaking of age, because many older relatives are passing away. i feel like i have hardly lived a life. my skin has become a big health issue. it has always been an issue, but i just never knew what to do with it. a very good friend at work recommended a nutritionist. so far so good. i'm feeling kinda robust, and this scar oil is soothing, healing, and cheap! work is good, but no matter what i do at work, i do not feel i'm making a difference like when i was in quality. mostly, in less than one year our awesome team was dissolved. what was the point of it? so now, the job i do is a mumbo jumbo of old roles and a new one...we're trying to remake ourselves, but the revolving door still remains. atleast it is Christmas holiday!