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if i'm a zombie most of these days, it's because of work. i've never been so stressed about work before in my whole life, and what's really made me realize it now is...I had the most disgusting nightmare I've ever had in my whole life. you know how people say, or you read about, how if stress is suppressed, it'll rear it's ugly head in other ways? (not just mental and make you snappy, but physical pains or aches..) well, the stress has finally hit the level of "you're going to have a dream where you think you're getting killed". so, my dream... it was as gory as an unexplainable killing and murdering Japanese horror film. it was as gruesome as old boy and battle royale.
after waking up, i just sat up, and asked, "why in heck would i have this horrible dream?" and this word popped into my head, "stress". and what has been stressing me out the most these days? work. i think i've explained to everyone how we had a plant close and then its stuff was thrown at us. well, we're still catching up, except we have 10% of the task force they had to take care of the issues. my regular level of processing went up 400%. yet they shirked working OT in my department. so that leaves me with...going crazy. thanks. i know i'm not the only one, but i've been really snappy at work, and it makes me sad.
after the most awful nightmare in the world, I got ready and took Dao to see Last Airbender in 3D, lol.
this afternoon was fun too, as Caitlin, Brook, Robby, and myself explored Festa Italiana. woo woo!
i'm sorta scared to go to sleep again, but i'm really tired, lol.
after waking up, i just sat up, and asked, "why in heck would i have this horrible dream?" and this word popped into my head, "stress". and what has been stressing me out the most these days? work. i think i've explained to everyone how we had a plant close and then its stuff was thrown at us. well, we're still catching up, except we have 10% of the task force they had to take care of the issues. my regular level of processing went up 400%. yet they shirked working OT in my department. so that leaves me with...going crazy. thanks. i know i'm not the only one, but i've been really snappy at work, and it makes me sad.
after the most awful nightmare in the world, I got ready and took Dao to see Last Airbender in 3D, lol.
this afternoon was fun too, as Caitlin, Brook, Robby, and myself explored Festa Italiana. woo woo!
i'm sorta scared to go to sleep again, but i'm really tired, lol.