Dec 23, 2008 13:38
This year is coming to an end. I lost my little brother Robert, and now I might be losing a mother figure Meglimir. While Sammy and his sons are at the hospital, I am staying at the house watching the dogs. Friday I went to the hospital I broke down, because the last time I went to the hospital it was in Oct carried into the hospital seeing my little brother. My pastor came to me and ask me if I want to talk. I didn't want to talk to him, but then while I was sitting on the floor in the hallway pastor came to me and he kneeled down beside me and talk to me.
I didn't have the courage to hug Meg, but I wrote a letter to her and Sammy read it to her. A lot of people helping us out, but there is one person that is there for me, and she listens to me what I have to say and helps me. I know this is not God's fault whats happening but there is a message to me about this but I don't know what the message means. Thanks everyone for your prayers and good thaughts.