daj

It's been a long, windy road.

Apr 25, 2007 12:24

It's been so long since I've posted here, and it seems as though history is repeating itself. Once again, I am torn up inside over breaking up with a girl. This time, though, I'm somewhat happy.

This girl is crazy. She actually believes I'm going to hurt her, and has gone to such lengths as to get a restraining order put on me. I knew this girl wasn't right in the head. I should have dumped her way back then when I had the chance. Now it's going to potentially ruin what life I have left.

It's been a long time since I knew Taia. A long, long time. This journal has been sitting here collecting dust for over two years. Amazing it's been that long. My life has had its ups and downs since then. I had a wonderful relationship for six months before it began to decline. I got two jobs instead of just one. My dad had a heart attack. My computer broke down numerous times. I moved out into my own apartment. I got into and out of debt more times than I can count. And through it all, I have tried to remain me. I haven't always been successful. Her corruption did leave its mark on me. I see now that I am a darker person than I once was. Experience makes you darker.

*sigh* I don't know what more to put, really. Brandon. Next time you meet a girl, and decide you start liking her...If you find out she's got a history of mental instability, get away from it. That's my only advice to myself.
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