And my life begins!
Well, today when Daron gets off, he and I are heading down to Safeway driving school to see if I can get enrolled. The school trains you in driving, and the last lesson is for you to take the driving test. Woohoo! I might be getting my license a lot sooner than I thought, which is a good thing.
I'm leaving Taia alone. She called me last night. I was thinking "Oh my God...She wants to talk to me!" But as it turned out, she just wanted to talk about Tom and vent to someone. Way to break my heart. Oh well. She doesn't seem to need me anymore, so I SHOULD just move on. I can't believe I'm still here taking this abuse from her. I'm getting real sick of it. If she doesn't show me that she cares about me soon, I might just draw the line. This is really taking its toll on me, and she doesn't give a damn. I fell in love with a caring person. What I got was a bratty self-centered girl who thinks she's all grown up. She's got a lot to learn.
But enough about that. I'm happy. I'll be getting my license soon, driving around town, picking up chicks ;) Lol, as if I'd ever do that. All my friends on the net, my female friends, that I've shown my picture to tell me that I'm actually quite attractive. That makes me feel better. Even if I don't really think I am, it's nice to know a couple people out there think that way.
My job is getting soooo much better. Jody seems to have quit picking on me, and instead, compliments me time after time. It's definitely a nice change. I think I've finally been accepted into the team, hehe. I'll be getting another raise soon. Don tells me I actually only have three raises left before I'll be getting 16 bucks an hour. That's going to be amazingly cool. I'll be making almost 500 a WEEK. That's two grand a month, baby. I'll be making more than either of my parents make.
As for moving down to be with Taia? Screw it. If she wants me back, SHE'S gonna have to do a little work, herself. I'll get my license, my car, and my job. She'll move down here. End of story. If it doesn't happen that way, then it's not going to happen. She's betrayed me too many times for me to make that kind of sacrifice for her at this point in time.
Well, I guess I'll head out now. Damn, I never knew how just writing in a journal would make me feel so much better. Well, not like anyone's going to read this anyway =) Later.
Brandon
I'm leaving Taia alone. She called me last night. I was thinking "Oh my God...She wants to talk to me!" But as it turned out, she just wanted to talk about Tom and vent to someone. Way to break my heart. Oh well. She doesn't seem to need me anymore, so I SHOULD just move on. I can't believe I'm still here taking this abuse from her. I'm getting real sick of it. If she doesn't show me that she cares about me soon, I might just draw the line. This is really taking its toll on me, and she doesn't give a damn. I fell in love with a caring person. What I got was a bratty self-centered girl who thinks she's all grown up. She's got a lot to learn.
But enough about that. I'm happy. I'll be getting my license soon, driving around town, picking up chicks ;) Lol, as if I'd ever do that. All my friends on the net, my female friends, that I've shown my picture to tell me that I'm actually quite attractive. That makes me feel better. Even if I don't really think I am, it's nice to know a couple people out there think that way.
My job is getting soooo much better. Jody seems to have quit picking on me, and instead, compliments me time after time. It's definitely a nice change. I think I've finally been accepted into the team, hehe. I'll be getting another raise soon. Don tells me I actually only have three raises left before I'll be getting 16 bucks an hour. That's going to be amazingly cool. I'll be making almost 500 a WEEK. That's two grand a month, baby. I'll be making more than either of my parents make.
As for moving down to be with Taia? Screw it. If she wants me back, SHE'S gonna have to do a little work, herself. I'll get my license, my car, and my job. She'll move down here. End of story. If it doesn't happen that way, then it's not going to happen. She's betrayed me too many times for me to make that kind of sacrifice for her at this point in time.
Well, I guess I'll head out now. Damn, I never knew how just writing in a journal would make me feel so much better. Well, not like anyone's going to read this anyway =) Later.
Brandon