The Short Lived Dream and The Eternal Nightmare
It's over. All over. For what? I don't know.
Taia is gone, but I still feel her pressence. Everything I look at I see her. My bed, my computer, even my playstation all sing of her name. My heart feels empty now, where it was full before. My life has emptied to what it was before she was with me. She had to go. Her mom ordered it. But I didn't want to let her go again. I wanted her to stay...
But she left and went home, leaving me behind and to be alone. I don't blame her any for it. Her mom was yelling at her. She was already in enough pain, so I let her go. I let her slip through my fingers, yet again, and drive away. My tears stained the carpet as I slowly walked up the steps back into my room. My bed was moist with my cries of anguish. My love had left...
It started out wonderful. I came home Friday night to find her sitting on my bed. I was so happy...I immediately pounced on her, pinning her to the bed and kissing her. It was great. Afterwards we lay in bed together, watching some show or something. I didn't care. I was with my love, and all was good. She ran her fingers over my body, made me feel safe and loved...She hugged me to her, made me feel safe. My heart was leaping with joy the entire time I was with her. It was so great...It seems like a dream now. The way she touched me, the way she spoke to me, the way she smelled...Everything was so perfect. So, so perfect...
We spent every minute of every day with each other, just loving on one another. We made each other happy. Everything was going so well until the day finally came that she was to leave. I begged her to stay, and she did. One more day. Her mother called the next day and ordered her to go home, so she left. I haven't cried like that in a long time...Ever since the last time. Eventually I let go, and we went out to her car. Said our goodbyes, and she left. My composure finally broke and tears streamed down my face. I couldn't hold it in anymore. It was horrible, I wanted her so bad...
*Sigh* It's done now, and she's gone. I still talk to her, but it's not the same. I want her back...I want my love. Someday...Someday I will have her. Until then, I will be uncomplete...
~Brandon
Taia is gone, but I still feel her pressence. Everything I look at I see her. My bed, my computer, even my playstation all sing of her name. My heart feels empty now, where it was full before. My life has emptied to what it was before she was with me. She had to go. Her mom ordered it. But I didn't want to let her go again. I wanted her to stay...
But she left and went home, leaving me behind and to be alone. I don't blame her any for it. Her mom was yelling at her. She was already in enough pain, so I let her go. I let her slip through my fingers, yet again, and drive away. My tears stained the carpet as I slowly walked up the steps back into my room. My bed was moist with my cries of anguish. My love had left...
It started out wonderful. I came home Friday night to find her sitting on my bed. I was so happy...I immediately pounced on her, pinning her to the bed and kissing her. It was great. Afterwards we lay in bed together, watching some show or something. I didn't care. I was with my love, and all was good. She ran her fingers over my body, made me feel safe and loved...She hugged me to her, made me feel safe. My heart was leaping with joy the entire time I was with her. It was so great...It seems like a dream now. The way she touched me, the way she spoke to me, the way she smelled...Everything was so perfect. So, so perfect...
We spent every minute of every day with each other, just loving on one another. We made each other happy. Everything was going so well until the day finally came that she was to leave. I begged her to stay, and she did. One more day. Her mother called the next day and ordered her to go home, so she left. I haven't cried like that in a long time...Ever since the last time. Eventually I let go, and we went out to her car. Said our goodbyes, and she left. My composure finally broke and tears streamed down my face. I couldn't hold it in anymore. It was horrible, I wanted her so bad...
*Sigh* It's done now, and she's gone. I still talk to her, but it's not the same. I want her back...I want my love. Someday...Someday I will have her. Until then, I will be uncomplete...
~Brandon