3D, web design, internship and all that shits in my student life
2 days left. 2 hell days left and I'll be free of student responsibilities.
Well technically, we still have 7 days left since there are some major subjects who extended their deadline even after the semester is already over which is really helpful as one subject alone nearly kills all junior Multimedia Arts students who are taking it. And I'm blaming that professor who expected too much from his students but never even teach anything at all.
I hate 3D Animation.
Majority would says its cool since renowned movies today are in 3D. I would have liked it if I learned anything from the subject itself. I mean when I was a kid it was my dream to create my own anime which was one of the few reasons why I chose this course. But alas, this certain professor who, unfortunately held my animation class, basically killed that dream. The very first time he became my professor, he was already a pain in the ass. He was talking nonstop about this and that and all of his expectations but he never teach anything at all. NOT EVEN ONCE. We found out that he was complete noob on the subject itself so it was like "what the fuck are you doing here then?" I'm 100% sure that every Multimedia Arts class that he handled hated him at some point. Someone must have hated me a lot because he became my professor thrice. THRICE. So imagine how much hate I've already built against him. Then earlier, he called my attention saying that my grades in his subject are one of the lowest since he rarely sees me and I don't pass any plates to him at all. I was silently countering that it was all because of him that I'm too lazy to attend his class and how the hell can I do my plates if I don't even have a clue on how to start it? Is he nuts? The only reason that he's giving me consideration was because I was busy on my other major subject (which is in fact the most important of all) -- the class porfolio exhibit. So now my grades depends on how well the final plate will be, if he likes it or not. And uhm can I just kill him? He should stop raising his expectations if he himself can't raise his students' expectations.
Sometimes I think that my course in this university is a complete joke because of the professors. There's another professor who is totally like the first one that I mentioned. The only difference is this professor is actually new and still adjusting with his profession. What I hated about him is (again), he rarely teach about his subject and he's always late for class like 30 minutes or so. If he decides to cut the class or he's absent for the day because of some bullshit, he'll say it the day itself when our class are already at school. It happened many times that it slowly getting on our nerves but we can't do anything about it because he's a professor. Talk about student rights.
Another source of my problem is my summer internship. I just realized today while searching in the internet how hard my field is. It's not easy to find companies that are actually hiring students who are taking my course or inline with it. I've asked my classmates about it and they're too are having a hard time finding their own internship this coming summer. The others already found one but because they knew someone on the company or someone referred them. I kept on changing my CV and had a hard time coming up with a decent cover letter since I haven't got any replies to the companies I applied for. It's getting frustrating since enrollment for the internship at school would be in two weeks and I haven't land a secure internship yet. Keep trying though. Why life must be hard?
Time and money management.
I seriously need to learn these two pretty soon before I step into adult work a.k.a when I actually graduate and land a job.
Originally, I was supposed to finish rendering the animations that was assigned to me, work on my CV and cover letter and find more possible internship online but I ended up staying online again. Every time I go online, it's like everything suddenly vanishes and I'm completely focused on what's in front of me a.k.a fandom stuffs and online friends. In some point though, I don't regret it since momentarily, my worries vanished as well and I feel like I can relax my mind with all the pressure and disappointment I'm having due to school life. Of course not always though since it has negative effects like for example how I wasted my allowance and ended up completely broke on my last week and failed to order Kisumai calendar (orz i'm still so guilty about this I want to cry). Again, it will take time because I'm seriously no good in these two things but I'll try. Again.
Well technically, we still have 7 days left since there are some major subjects who extended their deadline even after the semester is already over which is really helpful as one subject alone nearly kills all junior Multimedia Arts students who are taking it. And I'm blaming that professor who expected too much from his students but never even teach anything at all.
I hate 3D Animation.
Majority would says its cool since renowned movies today are in 3D. I would have liked it if I learned anything from the subject itself. I mean when I was a kid it was my dream to create my own anime which was one of the few reasons why I chose this course. But alas, this certain professor who, unfortunately held my animation class, basically killed that dream. The very first time he became my professor, he was already a pain in the ass. He was talking nonstop about this and that and all of his expectations but he never teach anything at all. NOT EVEN ONCE. We found out that he was complete noob on the subject itself so it was like "what the fuck are you doing here then?" I'm 100% sure that every Multimedia Arts class that he handled hated him at some point. Someone must have hated me a lot because he became my professor thrice. THRICE. So imagine how much hate I've already built against him. Then earlier, he called my attention saying that my grades in his subject are one of the lowest since he rarely sees me and I don't pass any plates to him at all. I was silently countering that it was all because of him that I'm too lazy to attend his class and how the hell can I do my plates if I don't even have a clue on how to start it? Is he nuts? The only reason that he's giving me consideration was because I was busy on my other major subject (which is in fact the most important of all) -- the class porfolio exhibit. So now my grades depends on how well the final plate will be, if he likes it or not. And uhm can I just kill him? He should stop raising his expectations if he himself can't raise his students' expectations.
Sometimes I think that my course in this university is a complete joke because of the professors. There's another professor who is totally like the first one that I mentioned. The only difference is this professor is actually new and still adjusting with his profession. What I hated about him is (again), he rarely teach about his subject and he's always late for class like 30 minutes or so. If he decides to cut the class or he's absent for the day because of some bullshit, he'll say it the day itself when our class are already at school. It happened many times that it slowly getting on our nerves but we can't do anything about it because he's a professor. Talk about student rights.
Another source of my problem is my summer internship. I just realized today while searching in the internet how hard my field is. It's not easy to find companies that are actually hiring students who are taking my course or inline with it. I've asked my classmates about it and they're too are having a hard time finding their own internship this coming summer. The others already found one but because they knew someone on the company or someone referred them. I kept on changing my CV and had a hard time coming up with a decent cover letter since I haven't got any replies to the companies I applied for. It's getting frustrating since enrollment for the internship at school would be in two weeks and I haven't land a secure internship yet. Keep trying though. Why life must be hard?
Time and money management.
I seriously need to learn these two pretty soon before I step into adult work a.k.a when I actually graduate and land a job.
Originally, I was supposed to finish rendering the animations that was assigned to me, work on my CV and cover letter and find more possible internship online but I ended up staying online again. Every time I go online, it's like everything suddenly vanishes and I'm completely focused on what's in front of me a.k.a fandom stuffs and online friends. In some point though, I don't regret it since momentarily, my worries vanished as well and I feel like I can relax my mind with all the pressure and disappointment I'm having due to school life. Of course not always though since it has negative effects like for example how I wasted my allowance and ended up completely broke on my last week and failed to order Kisumai calendar (orz i'm still so guilty about this I want to cry). Again, it will take time because I'm seriously no good in these two things but I'll try. Again.