I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
at the end of the day
what am i left with?
i thought i wondered i predicted
would it better if i actually stayed on for an extra year to take my a' levels?
i am, pretty much, a loser
it's going to be end of april
look at how i'm progressing
still at the lowest losing end
still lacking of motivation and whatsnot
perhaps it would be better to stay on?
i barely passed last year's promos with a sprinkle of Cs.
that isn't good. at all.
i might be able to do better if i had actually stayed on one extra year.
but it's no use thinking of all this
because i'm still going ahead and doing my a' levels this year
i shall study hard and consistently
must make more visits to the airport!
a dear friend of mine, told me i'm too reliant on people and
i'm scared.
i always tell myself to step out of my comfort zone but i failed
i should i will and i must
its the fear
its the fear that's stopping me to acquire something new
i'm already 17. i don't want to be 17 again.
i'm going to be 18 in less than 2 months.
i can't stop behaving this way.
sorry for such senseless post.
i been thinking too much lately
shall post something fun tonight then
meeting sec sch friends tonight and going swimming tmr!
and shall start studying now!
in the event of me not updating anymore,
you can always find me on twitter! :)
what am i left with?
i thought i wondered i predicted
would it better if i actually stayed on for an extra year to take my a' levels?
i am, pretty much, a loser
it's going to be end of april
look at how i'm progressing
still at the lowest losing end
still lacking of motivation and whatsnot
perhaps it would be better to stay on?
i barely passed last year's promos with a sprinkle of Cs.
that isn't good. at all.
i might be able to do better if i had actually stayed on one extra year.
but it's no use thinking of all this
because i'm still going ahead and doing my a' levels this year
i shall study hard and consistently
must make more visits to the airport!
a dear friend of mine, told me i'm too reliant on people and
i'm scared.
i always tell myself to step out of my comfort zone but i failed
i should i will and i must
its the fear
its the fear that's stopping me to acquire something new
i'm already 17. i don't want to be 17 again.
i'm going to be 18 in less than 2 months.
i can't stop behaving this way.
sorry for such senseless post.
i been thinking too much lately
shall post something fun tonight then
meeting sec sch friends tonight and going swimming tmr!
and shall start studying now!
in the event of me not updating anymore,
you can always find me on twitter! :)