Quick Update
I know I rarely post here and I am not the best at responding (especially in a timely manner.) But... I would like people to know that I really do appreciate being kept on their friends list and have a daily practice/addiction to reading everyone on my friends list posts. To give a brief update on what has been going on with me for the past year, here we go. I may add more to this a little later but I figure a start is better than nothing.
- I am learning what it means to be a parent of beautiful and wonderful little girl.
- I am learning what it means to be a husband to a beautiful and intelligent woman who is also my very able partner in this journey we call life. Hey she can even deal with me when I am being an ass due to the strains of an initiatory life path!
- I am learning what it means to truly be able to apply my magic and practices to a corporate environment, and even having quite a bit of success with it on top of it.
- I am moving up the corporate ladder to try and better provide for my family and trying to take pains to make sure it does not overtake my own life and replace the reasons I am doing it.
- I am currently enrolled in a fitness boot camp, which begins at 5:30 in the morning 3 days a week. For any that know me, you know how big of a deal it is for me to get up early, especially that early.
- I am trying to compile a journal/manuscript on all my own vampyric and/or magical practices and how they are applied to my everyday life.
- I am successfully incorporating my magical life with every aspect of my life.
- I am rebuilding a lot of my skill with dream work and trying to make a regular practice of it.
- I sold my house in Mississippi finally.
- I have built a more financially secure environment than I have ever had in my life.
- I am dealing with a massive amount of personal chaos right now, that makes me feel like I am being completely ripped apart.
- I am learning a great deal about who I truly am and what I am made of.
- I am experiencing profound bouts of feeling completely disconnected.
- My emotional state is rather roller coaster like at the moment, and for about the last month and a half, maybe more.
- I am constantly having to make choices that are enforced by power of Will alone.
- I have made a dedication to mySelf to explore the concept of Mastery.
- I made an oath to mySelf and am holding myself accountable to others that I will carry through with this exploration.
- I have been producing a newsletter that seems to been doing pretty well among the select crowd that receives it.