Why am I trying to see if there ain't nothing in sight?

[daisysuzette]

I came across this old mixed CD I had while going through some random stuff last night. So I popped it in, and there was this song by Johnny Lang on there, thatI had almost completely forgotten about.
Dying to Live pretty much describes my current mindset right now, almost better than I can sometimes.
So listen below. Its a really great song.
Pay no attention to the video, I'm just posting it in this format because I know that that is easier for some people than going to download it:

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"Dying To Live"

You know I've heard it said theres beauty in distortion
By some people who withdraw to find their head
And they say there is humor in misfortune
No, I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead

[Chorus]
Why am I fighting to live
If I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see
When there aint nothing in sight
Why am I trying to give
When noone gives me a try
Why am I dying to live
If I'm just living to die

You know some people say that values are subjective
But theyre just speaking words
That someone else has said
And so they live and fight and kill with no objective
Sometimes its hard to tell the living from the dead

[Chorus]

You know I used to weave
My words into confusion
And so I hope you'll understand me
When I'm through
You know I used to live my life as an illusion
But reality wil make my dream come true

So I'll keep fighting to live
Till theres no reason to fight
And I'll keep trying to see
Until the end is in sight
You know I'm trying to give
So come on
Give me a try
You know I'm dying to live
Until I'm ready to die