scared again

[daisypixy]

So last night at work Tim tried joking around with me. He was dancing me around and then he dipped me. I yelled at him to stop... that could strain my eye. He wouldn't pick me up so I tried geting up myself. Not a good idea. When I got home I put in my drops and ntoiced that the bubble I had been seeing was almost completely gone and was now replaced by another black cloud. Almost exactly like th eone I saw when I went for my check up with Reyna. So now I am worried that due to Tim's joking around I detached my retina again. Perfect timing considering I just started back to work this past Monday. So now I am freaking out and I don't know what to do because I trhink I am probably going to have to have surgery again. Let's find out how many times in a month I can have surgery. This outta be fun. As soon as I type this I am about to call the on call doctor and see what he says to do. Oh geez this year the holiday sucks.

I am jujst gonna have to sell my car so I can pay for my freaking doctor bills.