Nov 07, 2002 15:32
I just let the one I love go..... He slipped through my hands, and I will never have him back. It sounds wierd since I am the one that brought it up. But he agreed! He said we should break up. That hurt more than anything!I didnt know he felt the same. I dont know what to do. Im going crazy! Did I just ruin something? What if I never am able to have him back!? I wonder what is going through his mind.... Is he sad? Is he moving on already?
Now when I see him Im going to remember all the smiles, kisses and hugs we shared. All the good and bads.
I feel so uncomfortable right now.What do i do now? Where do i go from here? Hopefully this was the right thing to do.... Hopefully I can move on and be happy.
I think im going to go watch a sad movie and lay in bed.
Goodbye Justin Barkley! I love you with all my heart.