Oct 13, 2003 12:43
i'm waiting for work.
i skipped my classes today because i'm sad. not just the loser-type of sad. i'm not-happy sad. but both apply.
i'm listening to the reindeer section with the bass way up, blasting into my little sony headphones. makes me extra happy that i brought my cd player with me.
i've been in a complete fog all day. how can i only have 15 more minutes til i have to work?
remember how i was vying to become apathetic? well, perhaps it's just a "today" thing, but i'm definitely there. and not in the good way. not in the way i wanted or expected.
i want to go to angie's 21st bday party. it would be fun. angie should live in santa barbara though, rather than berkeley. then the trip would be much more...more...do-able?
angie, you should tell me what kinda arty stuff you want for your bday...
you should make me feel better. but i don't even know where to begin.
blah blah blah = whine whine whine