nodding my head to the echo of yr heart

[daisygirlgerms]

am i allowed t o have closure before you tear me apart

you always said everything to make me feel like a princess

and nag champa insence

and when it all starts to come back i dont want it

i feel a presence like this place is haunted

by shady people from my past and i gotta get out

or i will never last

never live

you always told me i give so much

you said my skin was the best to touch

you said i was bold and bright

and had the might to use me as an excuse

for an obvious faux muse

and when i want it all to go away

thats when it rings my doorbell

makes me go thru hell

makes me feel like i jumped 10 feet forwards and then fell

all the way back to the place where we could actually exist as

the helium headed soulmates who woke up roomates

play mates

but playtime has been time and time and i just cant feel that special

wait, let me rephrase that

you have no capability to make me feel special because you are so flailing yr shit around

i really wish i woulda left town

i really wish in the beginning

i could have saved myself from something that eventually led to something a lot more than

you could ever imagine and

yer words mean nothing to me anymore

after all that passion

and its like a closed door

yr brains just fashion

and yr both clashin

and i can tell yer already bored

tryin to sneak someone elses screename and hurt me some more

well if those are yr intentions

which i wouldnt put them past you to be

i just wish you would give me that whole heart, lose yr pride, yr ego

stop thinking yr so fucking smart

and maybe listen for once

ya heard?

probably not one word.