This is the first day of my life
I am going to attempt to start over,
to begin a new way of life
and surroud myself with new people and things
and not wonder about what it could've been'
or all the 'what ifs'
because I gave it my everything
and if someone doesn't like my everything
then they should find someone else they can love the second best
because in the end
things would've turned out the same anyways
and I need to stop putting my sadness and feelings
on others who don't care enough about them to help me
and I will stay with the people who do
In a way it's against my will
but I can't think about that.
I'm trying to get over something big right now and I might need a lot of help...
if, of course, anyone cares...which I know that I have awesome friends and they do...
It's going to be so hard.
I'm redoing my friends list so that I'll take you off if you don't want to read my entries anymore.
Comment if you want to stay.
to begin a new way of life
and surroud myself with new people and things
and not wonder about what it could've been'
or all the 'what ifs'
because I gave it my everything
and if someone doesn't like my everything
then they should find someone else they can love the second best
because in the end
things would've turned out the same anyways
and I need to stop putting my sadness and feelings
on others who don't care enough about them to help me
and I will stay with the people who do
In a way it's against my will
but I can't think about that.
I'm trying to get over something big right now and I might need a lot of help...
if, of course, anyone cares...which I know that I have awesome friends and they do...
It's going to be so hard.
I'm redoing my friends list so that I'll take you off if you don't want to read my entries anymore.
Comment if you want to stay.