Jul 05, 2009 21:37
I'm having one of those nights where I'm convinced that I'm going to end up a cat lady. Usually I remedy this with tragic romances because surely being a cat lady would be better than what happened in 'In Love and War' or 'Atonement'. I can't do that tonight though, because Suzie died two days ago, and KB must be going through hell and I can't deal with that being played for entertainment right now.
So, I am watching 'Ice Age'. Much less tragic, no romance to make me feel inadequate. Just awesome friends who would do anything for each other. That, I actually do understand. I bitch about my friends a lot, but they're my family now.
Why won't J answer her phone? Talking to her is how I make myself feel better. She knows me well enough to know exactly what I need to hear.
my future as a cat lady,
fine line between fiction and reality,
self-pity