REFLECTIONS
HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED THAT WHAT YOU SEE WHEN YOU LOOK IN A MIRROR IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FROM WHAT EVERYONE ELSE SEES. SOMETIMES YOU DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE THE FACE THAT'S STARING BACK AT YOU. IT'S LIKE SOME HOW YOU HAVE MUTATED AND EVERYTHING IS NO LONGER WHAT IT WAS. HOW DOES A PERSON GET TO THIS POINT IN THERE LIFE? AND HOW DOES THAT SAID PERSON GET BACK TO BEING ABLE TO LIVE IN REALITY? FOR THE LAST YEAR I HAVE BEEN DRIFTING FROM DAY TO DAY. NEVER KNOWING WHAT I WAS DOING OR WHERE I WOULD END UP. BUT FOR THE LAST 4MONTHS I HAVE FINALLY BEEN ABLE TO STAND WITH MY FEET ON THE GROUND. I WAS TOLD BY SOMEONE THAT I DESERVED TO BE ALONE AND THAT NO ONE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME. AND THE SAD THING IS I BELIEVED HIM. I ACTUALLY BELIEVED THAT I WAS A HORRIBLE PERSON AND THAT NO ONE COULD EVER LOVE ME OR ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I WAS. SO I DISAPPEARED FOR THE LONGEST TIME. ALL I EVER DID WAS GO TO WORK AND SCHOOL AND THEN AT NIGHT I WOULD GO AND PLAY ONLINE. BUT FOUR MONTHS AGO I MEET MY OWN GUARDIAN ANGEL. WHO WITHOUT EVER KNOWING IT SAVED ME FROM MYSELF. I LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANYTHING AND FOR ONCE I KNOW THAT MY LOVE IS BEING RETURNED. HE HAS HELPED ME REALIZE THAT I CAN BE LOVED AND THAT I AM A WONDERFUL PERSON. I KNOW THAT HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME AND TAKE CARE OF ME AND HE NEVER HAS TO SAY A WORD. ALL I HAVE TO DO IS LOOK INTO HIS EYES. AND NOW I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT WHEN I LOOK INTO THE MIRROR MY REFLECTION IS THE SAME FOR ME THAT IT IS FOR HIM.