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It is weird how I posted two of those entries, with two different subjects.
I'm not being dramatic when I say this, but honestly, words cannot describe this weekend. I talked to God, and I worked out some things within myself. I feel so...new. You know, I always hated mondays, but today feels somewhat refreshing. I mean, here I sit in foundations of healthcare, a class I really don't like, with a big grin on my face. I can't stop smiling. God has just really spoken to me in a way he never has, and all of the other things I used to want out of life suddenly seem so un-important. As of now, I just feel loved...and loving. And I know this feeling will last. I spent alot of time in the dark, and I played alot of games. But as I have stated before, small games do not work in this world. I have to much to live for. I wish I could tell you how sure I am of this feeling, but I guess I will just have to illustrate it to you and hope you see it. I really love of all of you, with all of my heart.
I'm not being dramatic when I say this, but honestly, words cannot describe this weekend. I talked to God, and I worked out some things within myself. I feel so...new. You know, I always hated mondays, but today feels somewhat refreshing. I mean, here I sit in foundations of healthcare, a class I really don't like, with a big grin on my face. I can't stop smiling. God has just really spoken to me in a way he never has, and all of the other things I used to want out of life suddenly seem so un-important. As of now, I just feel loved...and loving. And I know this feeling will last. I spent alot of time in the dark, and I played alot of games. But as I have stated before, small games do not work in this world. I have to much to live for. I wish I could tell you how sure I am of this feeling, but I guess I will just have to illustrate it to you and hope you see it. I really love of all of you, with all of my heart.