If only words could show frustration.
ULTAMITE STRESS AND RAGE POST.
And all those other yucky feelings.
I am so stressed, it's not even funny. My schedule for the rest of this week is so busy, sleep is not an option.
Tomorrow, I have a 20 minute oral presentation to my class about how pesticides are causing parkinson's disease. Which means I need to research the topic, learn the topic and explain the topic. What I've learned:
Fact 1: Wikipedia is absolutely pathetic, when you can't even read the second word in the article. There's actually a link to another page, and again you dont know the second word and you go the next link. IN OTHER WORDS, YOU LEARN WAY MORE THAN NECCESSARY.
Fact 2: Every rehersel takes 20 minutes. I can only rehearse 3 times in a hour.
Fact 3: How the hell am I to explain this to someone when I hardly understand it myself?
And I absolutely hate public speaking. I'm scared ): And did I mention, I hardly started?
Tomorrow again, I have a 3 part socials assignment on the emergence of Vancouver. I had to decorate the envelope. Sounds easy enough right? My group wants it in 3D, too me 2 hours just to figure out how to do that. Designing, drafting, colouring and actually creating the 3D effect, takes sooooo long. I'm so sick of this I could cry.
The next part of the assignment is to create a short film. DO YOU REALIZE HOW LONG THAT TAKES? She assigned it last week. It's due next week. There is no way in hell we can finish this in ONE WEEK. Filming, editing, writing the script (which we haven't started) preparing props, costumes, locations. SO MUCH STUFF. And there's so much other crap going on too.
Wednesday, I have my mentorship project presentation. It's 5 minutes, nothing compared to the science one. I shall BS this one.
Wednesday, filming for the socials assignment.
Wednesday, draft + revision of my 8 paragraph english essay on the novel Wuthering Heights. Due to all the other stuff that has piled up, I have not started. Which means I will be doing this tuesday night. A whole fcking 8 paragraph essay. FML. Luckily I can BS it and just hope my teacher only skims it.
Thursday: Nothing is DUE. HOWEVER. The final copy of the essay is due Friday. Going to up all night typing about human nature of all the bipolar characters in the stupid book.
Will be panicking about the due date of the socials filming project.
Friday: ESSAY IS DUE OMFG.
Weekend: More filming, more editing, more panic.
Of course, this is only the temporary assigned projects. I know there's going to be 2 inclass compositions for english, as well as exam prep for science and math too.
You know what? Just because its almost the end of the year, the teachers push everything now. I thought they were suppose to teach us to not procrastinate. They procrastinated and now we have all the work in the last 3 weeks of school. FML. I'm going to be so sleep deprived...
.........I need a hug ):
Sorry for all the rant guys. I was intending to post saying I'll be on a semi-hiatus, but all this crap came pouring out. Ill just tell you that I will always be keeping up with my friend's page, but I won't always comment ><"