Why????
I've been so sick. It started last weekend with mild allergy stuff. Then on Tuesday, I woke up 3 times in the middle of the night, and when my alarm finally went off, breathing had become a difficult task. That's what you get when you mix allergies with asthma and acid reflux. And I know this, but every time I think "It's just allergies." Please. Next time I tell you that my allergies are bothering me, make me have a breathing treatment, take some cough medicine, and go to bed early.
I did my devotion at FCA, though I doubt anyone could hear me, and Dad picked me up at 9:05 to take me to the Dr. 'cause Mom was working. Let me say this - I love my dad SO much. But he does not know 'how' to take me to the Dr. So, long story short - my Dr. wasn't there, we were there for 2 hours, I saw one I'd never seen before, she told me all this incredibly stupid stuff, and it was so dumb. I mean, she's nice, and she's a good Dr. BUT. She doesn't know my medical history and how sick I get and so on and so forth. She told me to do breathing treatments, prescribed some steroid pills, and nasal spray.
Wed. I felt signifigantly better, and today I felt so much worse! yay! And my eyes were watering so badly this morning, you would have thought I was terribly upset about something. By the end of 1st block I was feeling better, but i coughed ALL DAY LONG. I had an outrageous coughing fit in Christain Musical and finally used my inhaler, which caused me to shake like a leaf. ugh!! wwhhyyyyyy?????
So. I'm here in my basement at 12:17 a.m. when I have school tomorrow. And tomrorow is an elementary school day for ed. psych. And i'm going to be so tired. But. I can't sleep. I just cough. And my neck is spazzing out from all the coughing. And I'm shaking all over from the steroids and breathing treatments. Which, that is normal. But it's annoying as heck.
And one more thing. I'm not trying to complain. I'm venting. And, I can't sleep, and there's nothing good on tv. And also, this is how God made me. He made me w/asthma and acid reflux, and all. And He's taught me how to deal with all of it. But still, sometimes I have to wonder....why?
I did my devotion at FCA, though I doubt anyone could hear me, and Dad picked me up at 9:05 to take me to the Dr. 'cause Mom was working. Let me say this - I love my dad SO much. But he does not know 'how' to take me to the Dr. So, long story short - my Dr. wasn't there, we were there for 2 hours, I saw one I'd never seen before, she told me all this incredibly stupid stuff, and it was so dumb. I mean, she's nice, and she's a good Dr. BUT. She doesn't know my medical history and how sick I get and so on and so forth. She told me to do breathing treatments, prescribed some steroid pills, and nasal spray.
Wed. I felt signifigantly better, and today I felt so much worse! yay! And my eyes were watering so badly this morning, you would have thought I was terribly upset about something. By the end of 1st block I was feeling better, but i coughed ALL DAY LONG. I had an outrageous coughing fit in Christain Musical and finally used my inhaler, which caused me to shake like a leaf. ugh!! wwhhyyyyyy?????
So. I'm here in my basement at 12:17 a.m. when I have school tomorrow. And tomrorow is an elementary school day for ed. psych. And i'm going to be so tired. But. I can't sleep. I just cough. And my neck is spazzing out from all the coughing. And I'm shaking all over from the steroids and breathing treatments. Which, that is normal. But it's annoying as heck.
And one more thing. I'm not trying to complain. I'm venting. And, I can't sleep, and there's nothing good on tv. And also, this is how God made me. He made me w/asthma and acid reflux, and all. And He's taught me how to deal with all of it. But still, sometimes I have to wonder....why?