I will never get it............
I can't believe guys. I should have learned this a LONG time ago but I thought he was different but he's not. He calls me bc he doesn't have her number. He tries to be nice to me show off and everything being so cute but then he ask the one thing u don't want to hear. So where's ur friend? with that little smile he has on his face u know he's not thinking of you but her. It sucks so much to not be as skinny as she is. Yes I know u will tell me im beautiful I didn't say I wasn't beautiful I didn't say I was fat Im just not as skinny as she is thats not her fault its not really mine. I can only be me and thats all. Im just sick of all the guys meeting me seeing my friends then being friends with me just so they can hang out and see my friends because they are the type every guy wants. Don't tell me Im wrong on till u dont have a guy after you and u know how it feels to like a guy then him being ur friend just so he can get close to ur friend. I just thought this time might have been different but its not. Im so sick of guys like this. I hate them and I know its not gonna be any different where I go so I have to do something and that is to change me over. Physicaly and I have ppl willing to do things with me so Im not alone on this change but its gonna happen and this is the year bc im sick of feeling like Im used just because I have hot friends that every guy in this town wants. im done!