Sitting in the study centre
i haven't posted for a few days, mainly due to the lack of energy, but also due to spending every spare moment eating. everything is confusion at teh moment, yes confusion, not confisING. arghhh. i just want it to be holidays, but in a way don't, cos it means that there will be a) no sun, b) no people c) reading is still faraway.
it sucks that i don't have work to do cos i just sit a home and do nothing, i've read all the books that i can find (ones which haven't been put in my dads makeshift loft in the garage) so i am now an expert on harry potter, and gardening. *snort*
we went to camden on sunday (me, kt, andy, sal and kel) to see edd's band. it was good, except for the fact we looked like some of the older people there. a strange experience. the lead singer was a bit "spaced out" but he's probably nice, underneath the layers of sweat and pretentious arsehole suit. andys medsim thing sounded really fun, it makes me wish i'd done science and actually made up my mind about what i wanna do in the future, but i'll stick to being poor. no chance of any ferrari for me, toy or real.
on monday lunchtime i met dom and luke. i haven't seen either of them in ages. it was nice. i actually spoke quite a bit to them rather than sitting there hitting dom. its weird how people change we were talking in politics yesterday about how people have matured/ not matured in som peoples cases.
i'm so unbelievably bored, so far my day has been, get up at 6, leave house at 6.10, sleep from 6.10 to 7.55 walk to school from station, read my emails, listen to a bible reading and now this. lets hope it gets better.
i was looking on the robert sayle website (thats what john lewis is called in cambridge) and they have a job going on either a sunday or sat, or get this, u can work sat and sun of one week and have the next week off etc. that sounds cool but i think i'll just apply for sunday one, cos then i get to come down on fridays, and some saturdays, and don't have to worry especially about any homework not getting done at all
i have my theory test tomorrow afternoon. i'm scared. i know that i know all the stuff but you still can't help but worry and things. i really wanna pass my driving test, i don't care if i do the intensive thing cos then a least i'll hopefully have a licence out of it and i can get away from my house when theres decent things happening in watford. the technique will come with practice i'm sure, and it's not liek i'd be dangerous just by learning for a week, i've been out loads of times before.
i need food now, and then i might sort my folder out, but probably not.
it sucks that i don't have work to do cos i just sit a home and do nothing, i've read all the books that i can find (ones which haven't been put in my dads makeshift loft in the garage) so i am now an expert on harry potter, and gardening. *snort*
we went to camden on sunday (me, kt, andy, sal and kel) to see edd's band. it was good, except for the fact we looked like some of the older people there. a strange experience. the lead singer was a bit "spaced out" but he's probably nice, underneath the layers of sweat and pretentious arsehole suit. andys medsim thing sounded really fun, it makes me wish i'd done science and actually made up my mind about what i wanna do in the future, but i'll stick to being poor. no chance of any ferrari for me, toy or real.
on monday lunchtime i met dom and luke. i haven't seen either of them in ages. it was nice. i actually spoke quite a bit to them rather than sitting there hitting dom. its weird how people change we were talking in politics yesterday about how people have matured/ not matured in som peoples cases.
i'm so unbelievably bored, so far my day has been, get up at 6, leave house at 6.10, sleep from 6.10 to 7.55 walk to school from station, read my emails, listen to a bible reading and now this. lets hope it gets better.
i was looking on the robert sayle website (thats what john lewis is called in cambridge) and they have a job going on either a sunday or sat, or get this, u can work sat and sun of one week and have the next week off etc. that sounds cool but i think i'll just apply for sunday one, cos then i get to come down on fridays, and some saturdays, and don't have to worry especially about any homework not getting done at all
i have my theory test tomorrow afternoon. i'm scared. i know that i know all the stuff but you still can't help but worry and things. i really wanna pass my driving test, i don't care if i do the intensive thing cos then a least i'll hopefully have a licence out of it and i can get away from my house when theres decent things happening in watford. the technique will come with practice i'm sure, and it's not liek i'd be dangerous just by learning for a week, i've been out loads of times before.
i need food now, and then i might sort my folder out, but probably not.