Sunshine, lollipops, and rainbows....
Sorry if I've been kind of weird and distant to anyone.
I'm just horribly depressed.
Worst part is, I can't go shopping cause the only time I'm not working, I'm at school and when I'm working I can't leave cause I'm the damn manager.
I need my shopping therapy.
Maybe it's better if I don't shop.
Maybe I need to learn new coping mechanisms.
You know, like actually dealing with something instead of burying it in tons of new stuff.
But I love the new stuff.
It's so much better than all the horribly depressed.
Sometimes, the only way to deal with something is to just get happy.
Cause god knows, I'll never get the hell over it.
I have Friday and most of Saturday off.
Shopping makes me happy.
But I really need to save my money for my trip.
My trip will make me oh so happy.
I love the Disney World.
Yea!!
Maybe I'll go to the beach.
Maybe a nice golden tan or crimson burn will make me feel better.
I don't know.
I'm gonna go lay in my bed, watch the O.C. and do my damndest not to cry.
Peace!!
P.S. I'm totally fine, I'll be totally fine. No one has to call me all freaked out thinking I'm going to kill myself or something like that, cause it's not going to happen. I promise, I'll get over it, and I definitely don't want to talk about it, that's so not even an option. I'll be fine, I promise. I'm very resiliant, I have a wonderful ability to get over things. Thanks for the love.
I'm just horribly depressed.
Worst part is, I can't go shopping cause the only time I'm not working, I'm at school and when I'm working I can't leave cause I'm the damn manager.
I need my shopping therapy.
Maybe it's better if I don't shop.
Maybe I need to learn new coping mechanisms.
You know, like actually dealing with something instead of burying it in tons of new stuff.
But I love the new stuff.
It's so much better than all the horribly depressed.
Sometimes, the only way to deal with something is to just get happy.
Cause god knows, I'll never get the hell over it.
I have Friday and most of Saturday off.
Shopping makes me happy.
But I really need to save my money for my trip.
My trip will make me oh so happy.
I love the Disney World.
Yea!!
Maybe I'll go to the beach.
Maybe a nice golden tan or crimson burn will make me feel better.
I don't know.
I'm gonna go lay in my bed, watch the O.C. and do my damndest not to cry.
Peace!!
P.S. I'm totally fine, I'll be totally fine. No one has to call me all freaked out thinking I'm going to kill myself or something like that, cause it's not going to happen. I promise, I'll get over it, and I definitely don't want to talk about it, that's so not even an option. I'll be fine, I promise. I'm very resiliant, I have a wonderful ability to get over things. Thanks for the love.