I didnt sign up for this.. or did I

[daisy304706]

This job lately has been so difficult. its really hard to hard to keep my spirits up about it. I get paid 9.37 hr but does that make up that i am getting bit,spit, hit and yelled at i am not really sure it does. However, I have this tendency to feel bad for the girl I know if i wasnt there she might be even more off the wall. The other second graders i work with are great the make me smile. This past friday my teacher was at confernce and the sub really didnt know what to do so I basically got to teach for the whole day. The kids really got into luckily the day was pretty planned out. However, the outbursts with the girl I work with have gotten so bad I've had to file three incident reports joy. I almost want to scream at her what the f#$%# is wrong with you but I dont. I cannot wait to graduate however, I am already getting emotional about the whole thing. for those of you who were wondering when i get in i get in thursday at 11 and leave monday 5. i am so freaking ready. i just hope the weater is good. and guess what.. Today i fit into a size 16 skirt for graduation i am so stooked. i am down to 209.8. i hope to be to 203 by graduation
love you all.
hope you all are well