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I swear I'm losing my mind sometimes, I wish I had the time to update more but even when I do, I always seem to forget what to write about. Then my posts just become some useless rambling that is going on in my head :)
This past Thursday Ian and I had our appointment with the fertility specialist and things are not well. I have some stuff wrong with me like the PCOS and I do not ovulate which is really bad. Also, Ian has some things wrong with him like having a low sperm count and his sperm are only at a 19% mobility which we learned the least amount mobility they should be at is a 50% like holy shit his swimmers are mad lazy. The fertility specialist called them lethargic...haha. So what that means is we will have to skip all the steps a regular couple goes through that are having trouble conceiving and go straight to In Vitro Fertilization / IVF. Which means they will take some eggs out of my body and have Ian do his "thang" into a cup and they will wash out the lazy sperm, take the good ones and mix them with my eggs into a petri dish and then whichever ones take to eachother they will insert those back into my body. It really sucks, and it will be costing us about $14,800 for just ONE SHOT of IVF so we better hope and pray that my body accepts the IVF, and that we can make a baby first try using it or else that is how much money it will cost us for each cycle that doesn't work. It is so crazy how expensive this shit is and how much goes into making a baby when you and your body or your husbands body aren't able to do it naturally. And of course insurance doesn't cover any costs so Ian and I will have to pay out of pocket for all of this. The only positive is that the fertility clinic that we are going to offers payment plans so we can get set up on of them to pay for all of our fertility treatments. It is so out of control and crazy that I just want to have a nervous breakdown and I am surprised I haven't had one yet. We just keep getting more and more bad news when it comes to this.
Other than all that fertility stuff not much else is going on. I love where we are living now. I think I might actually go for walk tomorrow morning before it starts raining outside. Ian is closing tonight which means he won't be home til almost 130am which sucks because I haven't seen him yet and I actually miss him hahaha
Ohhh and I'm sad The Walking Dead ended last weekend. I love that show. I can't wait for the fall for it to start up again. Also my other favorite show Shameless is just about over for the season. I think there are only 2 episodes left. BUT I an thrilled that my Deadliest Catch is coming back for it's 8th season on April 10th plus that season premier is also their 100th episode. So Excited. I can't wait.
This past Thursday Ian and I had our appointment with the fertility specialist and things are not well. I have some stuff wrong with me like the PCOS and I do not ovulate which is really bad. Also, Ian has some things wrong with him like having a low sperm count and his sperm are only at a 19% mobility which we learned the least amount mobility they should be at is a 50% like holy shit his swimmers are mad lazy. The fertility specialist called them lethargic...haha. So what that means is we will have to skip all the steps a regular couple goes through that are having trouble conceiving and go straight to In Vitro Fertilization / IVF. Which means they will take some eggs out of my body and have Ian do his "thang" into a cup and they will wash out the lazy sperm, take the good ones and mix them with my eggs into a petri dish and then whichever ones take to eachother they will insert those back into my body. It really sucks, and it will be costing us about $14,800 for just ONE SHOT of IVF so we better hope and pray that my body accepts the IVF, and that we can make a baby first try using it or else that is how much money it will cost us for each cycle that doesn't work. It is so crazy how expensive this shit is and how much goes into making a baby when you and your body or your husbands body aren't able to do it naturally. And of course insurance doesn't cover any costs so Ian and I will have to pay out of pocket for all of this. The only positive is that the fertility clinic that we are going to offers payment plans so we can get set up on of them to pay for all of our fertility treatments. It is so out of control and crazy that I just want to have a nervous breakdown and I am surprised I haven't had one yet. We just keep getting more and more bad news when it comes to this.
Other than all that fertility stuff not much else is going on. I love where we are living now. I think I might actually go for walk tomorrow morning before it starts raining outside. Ian is closing tonight which means he won't be home til almost 130am which sucks because I haven't seen him yet and I actually miss him hahaha
Ohhh and I'm sad The Walking Dead ended last weekend. I love that show. I can't wait for the fall for it to start up again. Also my other favorite show Shameless is just about over for the season. I think there are only 2 episodes left. BUT I an thrilled that my Deadliest Catch is coming back for it's 8th season on April 10th plus that season premier is also their 100th episode. So Excited. I can't wait.