everything seemed so perfect, but really perfect is so far away

[daisy0560]

I feel so awful right now.
im so happy with jeff, but being with him im not really with my other friends anymore,
i mean i hang out with themn when i can, but its not like it used to be at all.
now xiaohua is bringing up all this prom stuff and its making me feel ten times worse .... forget it im going to bed,