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As much as I like to gush my emotions and random thoughts right here on this little page I call LJ, I think it's time to stop. The only thing I do is get my hopes up and have whatever I write about go to shit, or I just keep myself in a horrible slump of depression by writing about my problems and continuosly dwell on them.
I mean, if you go back to before I was a total burn-out, you will clearly see that every LJ entry is currently incorrect about how I feel. I change my emotions so radically that a month ago I could have said "I am getting involved with blah blah" and now, that statement isn't the case.
And it's like that for all my LJ entries.
So I guess I am just closing the high school chapter of my life. I gatta stop bullshitting myself and procrastinating getting my life back together.
I fuck up too much. And when I atually pull through on something, no one notices.
And if youre ever looking for a wonderful, sincere friend with a very large intellect, go find Alex Payette, because he is a very good friend to have.
I mean, if you go back to before I was a total burn-out, you will clearly see that every LJ entry is currently incorrect about how I feel. I change my emotions so radically that a month ago I could have said "I am getting involved with blah blah" and now, that statement isn't the case.
And it's like that for all my LJ entries.
So I guess I am just closing the high school chapter of my life. I gatta stop bullshitting myself and procrastinating getting my life back together.
I fuck up too much. And when I atually pull through on something, no one notices.
And if youre ever looking for a wonderful, sincere friend with a very large intellect, go find Alex Payette, because he is a very good friend to have.