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May 10, 2006 10:51

Okay, so in the recent past ( like a few months) I have been doing things differently, in hopes of getting my act together. I quit drinking pop, and thus my heart pains have gone away mostly. I have cut back on smoking, and that has also helped the health situation....

And now I have a few more things to do.

My mom thinks I am ruining my life, she isn't mad.... she is worried, and I hate that, because she IS really just afraid that I am going to mess my life up. And she might be right. But a lot of the changes I made she is never around to see... I am way more active now. I work all the time. And this morning I even got up before ten and showered and started my laundry and cleaning, all while she is passed out asleep, where she will probably remain until about 1pm this afternoon.

Who is wasting their life, mom?

And to all my friends:

I am so sorry if these past few weeks I have been a wallflower. I am broke, due to buying that van, and the situation won't be okay until the end of this month.

But once again, I plan on turning over a new leaf in my life.

I have decided to go "out the window" with all my mind-altering habits. Done. Fin.
I have to buckle down and practice my clarinet. A lot.
I have to start saving my money and spending wisely.
I have to stop sitting and doing nothing when I could be doing a million other things.

BUT!

When I have a day where I just want to relax, because I have been busting my ass so much, I just want you guys to understand.

Soemtimes I need to take five.
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