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sometimes my mom lies to me.
I shouldn't say sometimes. Most of the time.
She would tell me these wonderful things as a child, like how we were going to have nice things and the house would stay clean, and how she would quit smoking and get my brother on a diet so they live longer, or get my brother to go back to school.....
But now, she just makes excuses as to why she never did any of those things. In fact, even little things like getting me something for my birthday or taking me to the doctor for my heart.... she seems to just say she will do these things and never gets around to it. Her excuses are pitiful and I just feel so sorry for her.... She is so clueless. She is always so down and sad and depressed or complaining about something, and instead of trying to be positive, she will make excuses as to why she feels the way she does. And I can understand when someone is having a bad day, but everyday since I was 7 my mom has been having a bad day.
To her, everything is so hopeless and it's a big, expensive, and horrible ordeal.
I wish my mom could be a better mom.
I shouldn't say sometimes. Most of the time.
She would tell me these wonderful things as a child, like how we were going to have nice things and the house would stay clean, and how she would quit smoking and get my brother on a diet so they live longer, or get my brother to go back to school.....
But now, she just makes excuses as to why she never did any of those things. In fact, even little things like getting me something for my birthday or taking me to the doctor for my heart.... she seems to just say she will do these things and never gets around to it. Her excuses are pitiful and I just feel so sorry for her.... She is so clueless. She is always so down and sad and depressed or complaining about something, and instead of trying to be positive, she will make excuses as to why she feels the way she does. And I can understand when someone is having a bad day, but everyday since I was 7 my mom has been having a bad day.
To her, everything is so hopeless and it's a big, expensive, and horrible ordeal.
I wish my mom could be a better mom.