boys do have pms

[daisiemay]

how can a guy be so awesome one day..and then two days later act like u have an incredibly contageous disease that will cause him to die if he were to speak to u? i don't know...but it's messed up...i'm tryin to be that cool girl that every guy dreams about...u know the one that loves beer, up north, strip clubs, dirtbikes, sports, alternative rock, being goofy, having great sex, and the girl that all his friends want and love...yet for some f***ed up reason, it's not working as well as i wanted...i mean i know he likes me...but then he says stuff that makes me think..."what the.....are u on crack?" i wonder if i am wasting my time....true i have liked him for 4 damn years..blah blah blah...and yes i have "wasted" most of my summer with this kid when there is an insane ammount of hotties waiting for me to break their little hearts...but i feel he is worth my time....if not....i will cry...but then laugh..kick back a shot....put on my sexy shirt...and hit the single life again....i don't like not knowing what's going on...or what he's thinking.....
jojo knows my pain....maybe it's holly boys...there must be something in the water that makes them incapable of talking on the phone....they sure do know how to be all gooey when they are with u...get another guy around and bam.....u mean nothing.....megs knows this too....damn jeff, dave and eric....we are three sexy ass bitches....and yet look at what these three can do to us....damn it.....
well i'm off to bed....a big day of partyin at cmu with jo and megs..happy 20th jojo....it's about f-en time...
nite bitches
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