Oct 11, 2005 19:20
i talked to charlie last nite..it was weird..he was like i still love u...hes very confused because he didnt realize how much i really did care....i told him he will have to live with the thought that he settled..and what could have been....he didnt like that very much...
been having alot of dreams about eric lately...bastard still cant get away from him...its like he haunts me...still havent heard from him....wow...was hoping he would prove me wrong and show me that he still wants to be friends....guess not....but eeyyy...
school in like 6 days...holy cow....im so excited and so scared...God please let this be my calling!!
well off to go walk with megs....peace out bitches
kiki