Ha! Two posts in one day! I'm on a roll!
I had a thought...it was a good thought...but I lost it...damn....
OH WAIT! I got it back! YAY! Pardon the minor brain fart. Yeah, I think I realized why the situation with Olin and Rachel pissed me off so. They rush to comfort Jerard since he is the one that got broken up with. THAT just goes to show they don't realize how this is tearing me apart as well. I was talking to Rachel the other night, and she just sounded so apathetic. I rush to help her, but when it comes to aiding me...yeah...I have to have problems on her terms. They don't realize this is tearing me apart, and I think one person in this world really knows how badly.
I was talking to Evan on MSN (yes, Evan broke his leg and sold his blood to get MSN. Isn't he sweet?) and we were having a good time. Evan was being typical Evan, and I was just along for the goofy ride. But then I just started crying, and couldn't stop. Evan has been the only person that has seen me break down like that since this all started. So, in a tiny microscopic little teeny tiny bit I suppose I can understand why she doesn't realize I'm hurt too, and Jerard is Olin's cousin. -sigh- Relatives. Can't live with them, can't kill them because that's illegal in at least 50 states.
According to my friends, I make arguments amusing. Whether it be a slight studder when I'm yelling (which happens. And let me tell you it is hard to take a person seriously when they studder.) or throwing in random "FUCK" into everything I do. I.E. "I said you being jealous was cute! Not OVER-FUCKIN'-PROTECTIVE!" Yeah I got a few laughs out of that one. That and my random sarcasm thrown into every day things. I'm not sarcastic...I'm also not a good liar....hehe....Or am I?
Well, I shall be leaving now. Fare thee well to all. GOOD NIGHT! Even though it's 8:30 in the morning. Yes, I, REBEKAH, am STILL awake in the daylight hours. And no, I haven't burst into flames before any of you ask. Yes, the sun is directly on me. Mom won't let me tint the glass on the back door...-sigh- Humans.... Just kidding
But yes, as I said earlier, I have been awake since 4:30 or so. Damn bladder and nicotine cravings. How depressing. My bladder and my bad habit are working against me now. Well, I mean my bladder has always worked against me. But my habit? Come on! How on earth can THAT hurt me? See, I'm not sarcastic. I don't know what people are talking about!
Before I go, I have an odd question for you all.
What are FOUR of your most repeated phrases?
1. "Cause I'm cool like that!"
2. "That's illegal in atleast 50 states"
3. "RAWR!"
4. "Dude! Naw man!"
Yeah, curiousity this early in the morning. SCARY THOUGHT! Anyway, night night!
OH WAIT! I got it back! YAY! Pardon the minor brain fart. Yeah, I think I realized why the situation with Olin and Rachel pissed me off so. They rush to comfort Jerard since he is the one that got broken up with. THAT just goes to show they don't realize how this is tearing me apart as well. I was talking to Rachel the other night, and she just sounded so apathetic. I rush to help her, but when it comes to aiding me...yeah...I have to have problems on her terms. They don't realize this is tearing me apart, and I think one person in this world really knows how badly.
I was talking to Evan on MSN (yes, Evan broke his leg and sold his blood to get MSN. Isn't he sweet?) and we were having a good time. Evan was being typical Evan, and I was just along for the goofy ride. But then I just started crying, and couldn't stop. Evan has been the only person that has seen me break down like that since this all started. So, in a tiny microscopic little teeny tiny bit I suppose I can understand why she doesn't realize I'm hurt too, and Jerard is Olin's cousin. -sigh- Relatives. Can't live with them, can't kill them because that's illegal in at least 50 states.
According to my friends, I make arguments amusing. Whether it be a slight studder when I'm yelling (which happens. And let me tell you it is hard to take a person seriously when they studder.) or throwing in random "FUCK" into everything I do. I.E. "I said you being jealous was cute! Not OVER-FUCKIN'-PROTECTIVE!" Yeah I got a few laughs out of that one. That and my random sarcasm thrown into every day things. I'm not sarcastic...I'm also not a good liar....hehe....Or am I?
Well, I shall be leaving now. Fare thee well to all. GOOD NIGHT! Even though it's 8:30 in the morning. Yes, I, REBEKAH, am STILL awake in the daylight hours. And no, I haven't burst into flames before any of you ask. Yes, the sun is directly on me. Mom won't let me tint the glass on the back door...-sigh- Humans.... Just kidding
But yes, as I said earlier, I have been awake since 4:30 or so. Damn bladder and nicotine cravings. How depressing. My bladder and my bad habit are working against me now. Well, I mean my bladder has always worked against me. But my habit? Come on! How on earth can THAT hurt me? See, I'm not sarcastic. I don't know what people are talking about!
Before I go, I have an odd question for you all.
What are FOUR of your most repeated phrases?
1. "Cause I'm cool like that!"
2. "That's illegal in atleast 50 states"
3. "RAWR!"
4. "Dude! Naw man!"
Yeah, curiousity this early in the morning. SCARY THOUGHT! Anyway, night night!