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So let's see, what's been going on lately? Nothing much. I've been in an Edge of Madness mood lately. I can't wait for it to start.
Do you think it is stupid for someone to fall in love over the internet, never having met them, then when you do meet them you have sex, losing your virginity to them. But until you meet them, you talk about how in love you are and all this shit. No, it's not me. It's this person I know. She told me she was my friend, but I guess not. Oh well, it was an internet fight, and that's almost as stupid as dating over the net. Thank God for block buttons.
Jerard's car died. He's having to bum rides off of people. It's really sad too. But, I know we will make it through this. His car threw a rod. I'm still not sure what that means, but apparently, it's bad enough to have to buy a brand new motor. I think they are giving him a rebuilt motor....it's times like these I wish I knew something about cars...other than...ya know..how to drive them...and shit..and like...how to rotate the tires.
I had to give Gir to Jerard yesterday. It was really hard. For a few reasons. 1). I don't know when I will ever see Jerard again. 2). I grew really attached to Gir. Olin gave him a ride out here. It's so hard to start a conversation with him. Call me crazy, but sometimes it just seems like he doesn't like me. We don't talk. I don't know. Maybe because I wasn't one of the people going "0mGz!!! He's so FUCKING HOT! I WANT TO BANG HIM! OMGz I hope he notices me!!! I hope he bangs me!" (no I'm not singling anyone out. No, Aimee or Rose, I don't mean you either. lol) I mean, I thought he was attractive, but who doesn't? Every gay guy in America wants him. lol. I don't know. Awkward moments, contrary to popular belief, do not rock.
Onward to something new...uh...I downloaded a new song...it's called Nymphetamine by Cradle of Filth. It's very pretty. I recommend it.
Well, school starts back up tomorrow. Fun shit.
Oh, and for sack of future rumors, Jerard and I didn't break up. But please, don't tell Jerard's grandmother, stepmother, or anyone related to him. Let me explain.
Jerard's stepmother has made it clear that she hates me. She has gone as far as trying to hook Jerard up with someone in front of me. She is trying to pry too deep in to our personal lives. The only way we can get her off of our backs is to break up. So, that's what we are going to do...sort of.
We are not going to sacrifice all that we have worked so hard to keep just for some stupid bitch who can't stand Jerard or anyone he's with...two faced bitch...grrr...sorry. Anyway, we are going to fake a break up, and as far as she is concerned, we are actually broken up. Then, in a year when I move in with him, we will some how have "gotten back together again". Then when we get married, I'll walk up to her and tell her exactly how I feel, and exactly where I want her to go and burn. Oh, and then we'll fill her in that the entire thing was a lie. Anyway, anyone reading this, if you know Jerard's stepmom, grandmother, dad, little brother, closest relatives, etc, don't tell them. As far as they are concerned, it didn't work out between us. I especially say this for the Sterlington and West Monroe and Calhoun people. And you know..anyone in Oklahoma lol.
Ok, Well, I'm going now. Wish us luck. TAKE CARE ALL and I hope all of you are doing stupendous!!!!!! DON'T FORGET TO COME TO THE EDGE OF MADNESS FOR THE NEW 2005 SEASON!! WE HAVE NEW THINGS THAT HAVE NEVER BEEN BEFORE SEEN!!!!....like....a really bad white girl dancer. -giggles- she's going to hit me later. WE ALSO HAVE A BRAND NEW HOUSE!!! More information here: www.edgeofmadness.com. BYES!
Do you think it is stupid for someone to fall in love over the internet, never having met them, then when you do meet them you have sex, losing your virginity to them. But until you meet them, you talk about how in love you are and all this shit. No, it's not me. It's this person I know. She told me she was my friend, but I guess not. Oh well, it was an internet fight, and that's almost as stupid as dating over the net. Thank God for block buttons.
Jerard's car died. He's having to bum rides off of people. It's really sad too. But, I know we will make it through this. His car threw a rod. I'm still not sure what that means, but apparently, it's bad enough to have to buy a brand new motor. I think they are giving him a rebuilt motor....it's times like these I wish I knew something about cars...other than...ya know..how to drive them...and shit..and like...how to rotate the tires.
I had to give Gir to Jerard yesterday. It was really hard. For a few reasons. 1). I don't know when I will ever see Jerard again. 2). I grew really attached to Gir. Olin gave him a ride out here. It's so hard to start a conversation with him. Call me crazy, but sometimes it just seems like he doesn't like me. We don't talk. I don't know. Maybe because I wasn't one of the people going "0mGz!!! He's so FUCKING HOT! I WANT TO BANG HIM! OMGz I hope he notices me!!! I hope he bangs me!" (no I'm not singling anyone out. No, Aimee or Rose, I don't mean you either. lol) I mean, I thought he was attractive, but who doesn't? Every gay guy in America wants him. lol. I don't know. Awkward moments, contrary to popular belief, do not rock.
Onward to something new...uh...I downloaded a new song...it's called Nymphetamine by Cradle of Filth. It's very pretty. I recommend it.
Well, school starts back up tomorrow. Fun shit.
Oh, and for sack of future rumors, Jerard and I didn't break up. But please, don't tell Jerard's grandmother, stepmother, or anyone related to him. Let me explain.
Jerard's stepmother has made it clear that she hates me. She has gone as far as trying to hook Jerard up with someone in front of me. She is trying to pry too deep in to our personal lives. The only way we can get her off of our backs is to break up. So, that's what we are going to do...sort of.
We are not going to sacrifice all that we have worked so hard to keep just for some stupid bitch who can't stand Jerard or anyone he's with...two faced bitch...grrr...sorry. Anyway, we are going to fake a break up, and as far as she is concerned, we are actually broken up. Then, in a year when I move in with him, we will some how have "gotten back together again". Then when we get married, I'll walk up to her and tell her exactly how I feel, and exactly where I want her to go and burn. Oh, and then we'll fill her in that the entire thing was a lie. Anyway, anyone reading this, if you know Jerard's stepmom, grandmother, dad, little brother, closest relatives, etc, don't tell them. As far as they are concerned, it didn't work out between us. I especially say this for the Sterlington and West Monroe and Calhoun people. And you know..anyone in Oklahoma lol.
Ok, Well, I'm going now. Wish us luck. TAKE CARE ALL and I hope all of you are doing stupendous!!!!!! DON'T FORGET TO COME TO THE EDGE OF MADNESS FOR THE NEW 2005 SEASON!! WE HAVE NEW THINGS THAT HAVE NEVER BEEN BEFORE SEEN!!!!....like....a really bad white girl dancer. -giggles- she's going to hit me later. WE ALSO HAVE A BRAND NEW HOUSE!!! More information here: www.edgeofmadness.com. BYES!