meh
well, i'm home for the summer.. huuurah... and working my butt off. (hopefully litterally, lol) i'm still working at the Rainforest Cafe, and got another job working at a store called Mikasa. it's a really neat store, we sell crystal and fine china and stuff like that. anywho... i work there mostly in the morning and some eavnings, and work Rainforest the opposite of that. mostly doing doubles, which i don't mind.. it's just really time consuming..lol. my family went up to our cabin this weekend and i wasn't able to get the time off work to go with them :( Wish i would've been able to go because Jesse and i broke up yesterday, again, but this time i think he's serious about it. He told me that he's 'not capable of being in a relationship'. that kinda sux because i want nothing more than to be with him. i know he loves me and he knows i love him, he just doesn't feel called to 'that' kind of life... so i'm out. i woke up this morning hoping that it was just a joke or a dream and that he was going to call me and tell me he was on his way over to pick me up and go to the beach. i guess i just don't want to believe it's really true. i have to go